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I really need for something to change soon. I can only let myself spend $17 per month on food. It's scary. I'm so behind on everything. The only good news is that I'll be able to pay for June rent. The bad news is that I won't be able to pay for anything else in June. HAH. So, yeah, that's where I am. I don't know what to do, really. I'm just trying to not give up and that's really hard because finding a job seems pretty impossible right now. And getting government assistance seems even less likely than that.

No one can convince me things are going to be okay. Everything I'm doing feels like I'm just wasting time until the inevitable happens.

And no one really knows how bad it is. I told Sara but that's because she actually asked. I can't lie when asked a direct question. It makes me hate myself so I have to be honest even though it's embarrassing.

I really think my ultimate plan might be necessary.

Anyway, I have to fast (it makes it easier if I call it that) for all of today but I have $1.75 for food tomorrow. And I have multi-vitamins.


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